tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-257148712012-01-30T14:06:19.218+07:00...Puzzle yang berserakan...whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.comBlogger1911100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-75108214572852113572012-01-30T14:03:00.003+07:002012-01-30T14:06:19.224+07:00Ternyata...<br /><br />sangat mudah untuk membohongi orang lain...<br />sangat sulit untuk jujur pada diri sendiri...<br /><br />dibalik canda dan tawa,<br />ada luka yang tak terhingga...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-7510821457285211357?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-84050660189581641882012-01-26T10:08:00.003+07:002012-01-26T10:20:55.302+07:00I need another story<br />Something to get off my chest<br />My life gets kinda boring<br />Need something that I can confess<br />'Til all my sleeves are stained red<br /><br />From all the truth that I've said<br />Come by it honestly I swear<br />Thought you saw me wink, no<br />I've been on the brink, so<br /><br />Tell me what you want to hear<br />Something that will light those ears<br />Sick of all the insincere<br />So I'm gonna give all my secrets away<br /><br />This time, don't need another perfect lie<br />Don't care if critics ever jump in line<br />I'm gonna give all my secrets away<br /><br />My God, amazing how we got this far<br />It's like we're chasing all those stars<br />Who's driving shiny big black cars<br />And everyday I see the news<br />All the problems that we could solve<br /><br />And when a situation rises<br />Just write it into an album<br />Singing straight, too cold<br />I don't really like my flow, no, so<br /><br />Tell me what you want to hear<br />Something that will light those ears<br />Sick of all the insincere<br />So I'm gonna give all my secrets away<br /><br />This time, don't need another perfect lie<br />Don't care if critics ever jump in line<br />I'm gonna give all my secrets away<br /><br />Oh, got no reason, got no shame<br />Got no family I can blame<br />Just don't let me disappear<br />I'm gonna tell you everything<br /><br />By: One Republic<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-8405066018958164188?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-38048335221696180412012-01-20T19:26:00.002+07:002012-01-20T19:43:05.819+07:00Hari ini seorang teman lama tiba-tiba hadir menyapaku,<br />Dia dengan jelas sekali mengatakan bahwa,<br /><br />"Jika sesuatu yang kamu inginkan itu memang tidak mungkin terjadi,<br />maka mungkin itu bukan jalanmu, cari jalan lain yang lebih mudah saja."<br /><br />"Sometimes you will think that you don't deserve to be happy, but the truth is,<br />you will be happy, but maybe not as you wish, but God wish, and trust me, when it happen, it would be double happiness, more that you can imagine.."<br /><br />Damn, i'm speechless...<br />aku bahkan tidak mengatakan apapun padanya,<br />tidak pula bertatap muka dengannya.<br /><br />Aargrghhh....<br />it's about time to accepted who i am...<br /><br />ahahaha...<br />you'll be okay girl :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3804833522169618041?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-75210281088185506042012-01-17T05:26:00.002+07:002012-01-17T05:28:55.203+07:00Really miss you...<br /><br />really miss you...<br /><br />Gilaaa....<br /><br />Kangen banget...rindu sekali...<br /><br />Miss you a lot...<br /><br /><br />#Merindu<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-7521028108818550604?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-26198939342956055612012-01-14T22:54:00.002+07:002012-01-14T23:20:45.302+07:00Dear Ksatriaku,<br /><br />Hari ini sebuah lagu dari Avril Lavigne terus terngiang ditelingaku,<br />ter-senandung-kan dari bibirku,<br />tanpa bosan, berulang-ulang...<br />bahkan hanya lagu itu yang ada di playlistku...<br /><br />I really wish you were here...<br /><br />Dear Ksatriaku,<br /><br />Apakah kita sedang berjalan di jalan yang sama?<br />jika iya, dimanakah aku harus menunggumu?<br /><br />I really wish you were here...<br /><br />Dear Ksatriaku,<br /><br />aku sangat lelah menangis,<br />menangisi kebodohanku sendiri,<br />Apakah aku lebih bodoh dari keledai?<br />Kenapa aku terus mengulangi kesalahan yang sama?<br /><br />Rasanya sakit,<br />seperti tersayat,<br />dan aku sendiri yang menabur garam di atasnya.<br /><br />:(<br /><br />I really wish you were here...<br /><br />Dear Ksatriaku,<br /><br />Please help me, i can't stop crying...<br />What I'd do to have you here...<br /><br />#needashouldertocryon<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2619893934295605561?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-45551667579810396222012-01-09T02:24:00.002+07:002012-01-09T02:35:12.493+07:00Aku adalah ayam,<br />yang tidak mungkin jadi burung.<br /><br />Aku adalah tebu,<br />yang setelah habis manisnya, bisa dibuang begitu saja.<br /><br />Aku benci bila ini harus terjadi,<br />Aku benci bila perasaanku benar,<br />Aku benci menjadi tak berdaya.<br /><br />Aku benci menangis,<br />Aku benci saat ini.<br /><br />Kenapa??<br />Kenapa??<br />Kenapa harus aku...?<br /><br />#saatairmatatakhentimengalir<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-4555166757981039622?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-30244592309913824502012-01-06T08:36:00.002+07:002012-01-06T08:48:53.790+07:00Orang bilang,<br />nothing impossible kalo kita mau berusaha...<br /><br />tapi...,<br />mimpi-mimpi tertentu ada batasannya,<br />kadang mimpi yang satu itu memang sudah tidak mungkin dicapai.<br />mengingat semua keterbatasan yang ada,<br />melihat semua kenyataan yang ada,<br />itu semua tidak bisa di 'ignore' begitu saja,<br /><br />Bagaimana mungkin ayam bisa terbang seperti layaknya burung?<br />sekeras apapun dia berusaha, tetap tidak akan berhasil.<br />karena pada dasarnya dia adalah ayam.<br />dan itulah kenyataannya.<br /><br />Namun,<br />untuk menerima kenyataan itu sangat sulit,<br />bukannya bersyukur dengan kenyataan didepan mata,<br />malah menuntut dan menyesali keadaan yang ada.<br /><br />Bahkan,<br />setelah menulis inipun,<br />tetap saja pertentangan dalam diri itu ada,<br />tetap bergejolak,<br />saling menekan,<br /><br />Ayo,<br />bersyukurlah...<br />Be who you are, not be what you want..<br />cause, i'm really sure that you don't know what you want..<br /><br /><br />#And let the war begin..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3024459230991382450?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-18575810418093562882011-12-23T10:51:00.000+07:002011-12-23T10:55:38.441+07:00Ingin pergi...<br />bersamamu...<br />kemana saja...<br />bersamamu...<br /><br />Ingin pergi...<br />Lihat pohon...<br />Ingin pergi...<br /><br />Ingin pergi...<br />Somewhere only we know...<br /><br />:( :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1857581041809356288?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-23832962759347736252011-12-22T11:26:00.000+07:002011-12-22T11:27:29.723+07:00it's beyond me...<br />i cannot carry the weight of a heavy world...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2383296275934773625?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-51422598769720991502011-11-26T23:43:00.002+07:002011-11-26T23:45:24.521+07:00Sangat wajar...wajar sekali..bila ketika habis manisnya, sepah itu kita buang.<br />Akan jadi tidak wajar, bila kita terus memakan sepah yang sudah tidak ada manisnya.<br />Aaahh..<br />sakit memang..kalo jadi sepah..<br />But,hey...<br />bukankah kita juga sering jadi orang yang membuang sepah itu???<br /><br />Jakarta,<br />#kegalauan tingkat tinggi<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5142259876972099150?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-24358922406306360542011-11-17T01:50:00.000+07:002011-11-17T01:54:24.259+07:00what would you do when you can't sleep??<br />- counting sheep?<br />NO!!<br /><br />the best thing i can do is reads Kariage Kun comics<br />until i fall asleep...<br /><br />but, how come it can make you sleep?<br />when the comics always make you laugh??<br /><br />huaaaaa...<br />-menunggu pagi :( -<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2435892240630636054?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-31886566678463393102011-10-31T09:01:00.000+07:002011-10-31T09:03:31.504+07:00i really don't need this right now...<br />could you please stopped it?!<br /><br />#panaskuping<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3188656667846339310?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-82257668964767813802011-10-21T21:27:00.000+07:002011-10-21T21:29:34.435+07:00i hate when people treat me like that!!<br />and i can do nothing about it!!<br /><br />hate you!!<br /><br /> :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-8225766896476781380?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-57043305247527482662011-10-18T17:10:00.000+07:002011-10-18T17:11:01.467+07:00Just having a weird conversation in the phone with my boss,<br />Weird because I barely understand what he is talking about...<br />He is Latinos with bad pronounciation and my english is not good either...<br />So i have to say "pardon" in every sentence he said..and he patiently repeated what he meant..hehe..<br /><br />But, when he asked " What's your plan in the next 6 months?"<br />Make me suddenly think and ask myself the same question..<br />I do make some joke that i will resign next year..but is that really what i want? <br />If i do resign, what am i gonna do next?<br /><br />Before i get the answer, "What's your plan in this company? Do you want to move to the office? FRS or BD maybe?" he asked me again.<br />I said," Is there any other option Pak? Country Manager maybe?" <br />He just laughed and bla..bla...bla..talked the things that i don't understand..<br /><br />What's really bother me is... what is my plan? Do I have a plan for myself?<br /><br />I think I know what I want but I can't plan it well...<br />I know the destination, but i really need to plan how to get there...<br /><br />Yup, I need a plan. A MASTER PLAN!!!<br />for myself..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5704330524752748266?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-17403332681873154722011-10-16T21:33:00.000+07:002011-10-16T21:39:43.466+07:00Kalau saja tadi ingat memfoto...<br />heuheu..<br /><br />Baru aja hujan hujanannnn...<br />Senaaaannnggg :)<br /><br />Tidak berpikir besok senin...<br />Tidak berpikir coverall basah...<br />Tidak berpikir tool belum selesai di cek...<br />Hanya aku dan hujan.<br />Heuheu..<br /><br />Senang sekali :)<br /><br />#baru berpikir setelah masuk skid, kena AC, dingin banget...<br /><br />Lanjut cek tool...<br /><br />#Duri,saat sore ini begitu menyenangkan.<br />#Calibration area is mine.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1740333268187315472?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-6282526047116626932011-10-09T08:22:00.000+07:002011-10-09T08:29:30.034+07:00Baru nonton Doraemon lagi setelah sekian lama..<br />Hmmm.. walaupun suatu kemajuan bajunya udah ganti,tapi gambarnya aneh..lebih bagus yang duluuuu..yang paling aneh sih si Giant..hidungnya bulettt..let..let..bulet aneh..huahahaa..<br />suara Suneo nya lebih cempreng.. Nobitanya lumayanlah..daaann si Doraemonnya tetep punya kantong ajaib..hehe..<br /><br />#palingjagokalokomentar :)<br />#postgapentingpagipagi<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-628252604711662693?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-32534427664102636932011-10-09T01:15:00.000+07:002011-10-09T01:22:35.857+07:00...just can't sleep...<br /><br />i just want to hold you,<br /><br />am i in too deep?<br />have i lost my mind?<br /><br />i don't care...<br /><br />aaarrrrgghh...i can't sleep :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3253442766410263693?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-16864278589516703572011-10-07T17:43:00.006+07:002011-10-07T18:35:14.332+07:00Oleh-oleh dari Bromo...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-HHik207xKd8/To7jV91LuGI/AAAAAAAAAHg/DaYIEVePYwI/s1600/2011-09-29%2B07.39.52.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-HHik207xKd8/To7jV91LuGI/AAAAAAAAAHg/DaYIEVePYwI/s400/2011-09-29%2B07.39.52.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5660711748165679202" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-mLAo6rf45nY/To7jVic6B_I/AAAAAAAAAHY/DmfT9uPCVi0/s1600/2011-09-29%2B07.39.23.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-mLAo6rf45nY/To7jVic6B_I/AAAAAAAAAHY/DmfT9uPCVi0/s400/2011-09-29%2B07.39.23.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5660711740816099314" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-JFLaTRxpocU/To7jVW_OCmI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/jwYkHaUDzvc/s1600/2011-09-29%2B07.26.56.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-JFLaTRxpocU/To7jVW_OCmI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/jwYkHaUDzvc/s400/2011-09-29%2B07.26.56.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5660711737738791522" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-zM0qz6gN8gw/To7f-5tsMTI/AAAAAAAAAHI/ksnmoVhNF40/s1600/2011-09-29%2B06.59.06.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-zM0qz6gN8gw/To7f-5tsMTI/AAAAAAAAAHI/ksnmoVhNF40/s400/2011-09-29%2B06.59.06.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5660708053388636466" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-bSgOixkB0ac/To7f-WD5N1I/AAAAAAAAAHA/tXDPq1Zcolc/s1600/2011-09-29%2B06.49.17.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-bSgOixkB0ac/To7f-WD5N1I/AAAAAAAAAHA/tXDPq1Zcolc/s400/2011-09-29%2B06.49.17.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5660708043818088274" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--rftDaTrU1I/To7f-Htk0aI/AAAAAAAAAG4/2XoP9CZ58nY/s1600/2011-09-29%2B06.02.20.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--rftDaTrU1I/To7f-Htk0aI/AAAAAAAAAG4/2XoP9CZ58nY/s400/2011-09-29%2B06.02.20.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5660708039966380450" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-XLiOl2I4T6U/To7f96RgCRI/AAAAAAAAAGw/GrONDcBynz0/s1600/2011-09-29%2B05.46.48.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-XLiOl2I4T6U/To7f96RgCRI/AAAAAAAAAGw/GrONDcBynz0/s400/2011-09-29%2B05.46.48.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5660708036358965522" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-m8MBwm1kfao/To7f9mQDfZI/AAAAAAAAAGo/MGogKbnrRqU/s1600/2011-09-29%2B05.44.05.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-m8MBwm1kfao/To7f9mQDfZI/AAAAAAAAAGo/MGogKbnrRqU/s400/2011-09-29%2B05.44.05.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5660708030984191378" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1686427858951670357?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-77697081222188352272011-09-24T20:54:00.002+07:002011-09-24T20:58:22.137+07:00spend a day with...<br />1. Have lontong kari for breakfast, the same lontong kari that i used to have back in 1990.. Ck..ck..ck..<br />2. Complete 20 of 90 levels the new game Big Adventure in New York City, wuuiihh..<br />3. Have sayur asem with sambal terasi,tempe goreng,bihun goreng cabe gendut,ikan asin sepat for lunch...lezaattoosss..<br />4. Watched 3 action movies, 3 episodes of Criminal Minds, 1 Japanese cartoon movies in bed with Nemo on the left and Octo on the right side...<br />5. Have sate ayam with es kelapa jeruk Oyen for dinner...nikmatoooss<br /><br />Waaauuuww...what a day!!!<br />Heuheu...<br /><br />Note to myself: <br />- need to buy 1000 pieces puzzle for killing time..<br />- download "the blowers daughter" song<br />- get you out of my head!!!??<br /><br />#malastothemax<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-7769708122218835227?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-203939204832006812011-09-24T08:17:00.000+07:002011-09-24T08:19:05.233+07:00" As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break other's hearts. You'll fight with your best friends or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by.<br /><br />So take lots of pictures, laugh a lot, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend in need, fall asleep watching the sun came up, stay up late, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, LIVE IN THE MOMENT because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."<br /><br />Taken from: Antologi Rasa by Ika Natassa<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-20393920483200681?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-44111160910570869132011-09-23T17:30:00.001+07:002011-09-23T17:38:35.594+07:00Dear Ksatriaku,<br /><br />Hari ini semua orang kembali bertanya padaku.<br />Menanyakan keberadaanmu...<br />Dan bagaimana aku harus menjawabnya?<br />Katakan padaku,apa yang harus kukatakan pada mereka?<br /><br />Aku hanya bisa tersenyum,<br />tanpa mengatakan apapun...<br /><br />Terbersit kekhawatiran dalam diriku.<br />Bagaimana jika kau tak pernah datang?<br /><br />Ksatriaku...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-4411116091057086913?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-26360717632033990652011-09-22T13:37:00.000+07:002011-09-22T13:38:05.560+07:00Bagaimana cara kita mendeskripsikan sebuah rasa?<br /><br />Tak mudah...<br /><br />karena rasa, hanya bisa di 'rasa' kan...<br /><br />Ah, bagaimana aku menjelaskannya padamu?<br /><br />Aku ingin berbagi rasa denganmu...<br /><br />Semua rasa ini yang tak bisa kubagi dengan siapapun..<br /><br />Ah, kamu...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2636071763203399065?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-4431729247085034322011-09-14T19:32:00.000+07:002011-09-14T19:36:46.176+07:00Suaranya bikin tenang...<br />Ingin keluar dan hujan hujanannnn...<br /><br />ugh!<br />ayoo keluaarr...<br />hujannya manggil teruusss...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-443172924708503432?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-69091990111727103132011-09-10T20:37:00.000+07:002011-09-10T20:43:24.347+07:00Wise men say only fools rush in<br />But I can't help falling in love with you<br />Shall I stay<br />Would it be a sin<br />If I can' t help falling in love with you<br />Like a river flows surely to the sea<br />Darling so it goes<br />Some things are meant to be<br />So take my hand, and take my whole life too<br />Cause I can't help falling in love with you<br />Like a river flows so surely to the sea<br />Oh my darling so it goes<br />Some things are meant to be<br />So won't you please take my hand, and take my<br />whole life too<br />Cause I can't help falling in love, in love with you<br />Cause I can't help falling in love, falling in love,<br />I keep falling in love with you<br /><br />By: Ingrid Michaelson<br /><br />#maybe i am...a fool...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-6909199011172710313?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-17907993823691925792011-09-07T10:32:00.002+07:002011-09-07T10:33:50.084+07:00Beuuhhh..<br />tiba tiba aja merasa sesak nafas,<br />merasa semua beban ini menghimpitku<br /><br />i need to get out of here...<br /><br />sesak sekali rasanya...<br />ingin lepas..<br />ingin terbang..<br /><br />iri sama burung yang barusan lewat<br />ingin ikut dengannya..<br /><br />sesak...<br />tercekik..<br /><br />help??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1790799382369192579?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-53843273673442171992011-09-04T09:47:00.002+07:002011-09-04T09:55:01.023+07:00... <br />Nothing to do, nowhere to be... <br />A simple little kind of free (John Mayer) <br /> <br />...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5384327367344217199?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-30359203922028463812011-09-02T20:43:00.001+07:002011-09-02T20:50:28.807+07:00Mau peluk... <br />boleh gak? <br /> <br />-hugable-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3035920392202846381?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-62269748336013806732011-08-30T17:21:00.004+07:002011-08-30T18:15:19.261+07:00A Wish is a HOPE or desire for something. Fictionally, wishes can be used as plot devices. In folklore, opportunities for "making a wish" or for wishes to "come true" or "be granted" are themes that are sometimes used. <br /> <br /> <br />Hope is the emotional state which promotes the belief in a positive outcome related to events and circumstances in one's life. [1] It is the "feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best" or the act of "look[ing] forward to with desire and reasonable confidence" or "feel[ing] that something desired may happen". [2] Other definitions are "to cherish a desire with anticipation"; "to desire with expectation of obtainment"; or "to expect with confidence". [3 <br /> <br />Source: Wikipedia <br /> <br />-Becareful of what you wish for-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-6226974833601380673?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-9538326497688272802011-08-29T06:51:00.003+07:002011-08-29T07:09:22.962+07:00Dear Ksatriaku, <br />Apa kabarmu disana? <br />Di negeri antah berantah,antara ada dan tiada.. <br /> <br />Dear Ksatriaku, <br />Masihkah kau berperang melawan naga? <br />Sedangkan aku yang harus kau selamatkan ada di belahan dunia lain.. <br /> <br />Dear Ksatriaku, <br />Masihkah kau mengadakan pesta mencari seorang putri untukmu? <br />Aku, mungkin bukan putri, tapi aku menunggumu menjemputku... <br /> <br />Dear Ksatriaku, <br />Masihkah kau memandang bulan dari balkon yang sama setiap malam? <br />Sama seperti halnya aku yang melihatnya dari tengah hutan rimba <br /> <br />Dear Ksatriaku, <br />Dear Ksatriaku, <br />Dear Ksatriaku, <br />Aku.merindukanmu. <br /> <br />P.S. <br />Aku bukan Cinderella, Belle, bukan pula Snow White <br />Aku adalah diriku, <br />yang mengira kepingan puzzleku ada padamu <br /> <br /> <br />#kangen <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-953832649768827280?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-71788984894159673152011-08-28T17:22:00.002+07:002011-08-28T17:27:28.385+07:00Aduh, perih. <br />perih. <br /> <br />Hahahahaha... <br />Sebuah kebodohan tingkat tinggi <br /> <br />Bodohnya bikin perih. <br /> <br />Sungguhan perih... <br />Ah, maaf ya... <br /> <br />#manusiabodoh <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-7178898489415967315?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-56091404248228967002011-08-26T10:22:00.002+07:002011-08-26T10:48:42.140+07:00Dan bukankah kita belum tentu lebih baik dari orang lain? <br />Bukankah kita belum tentu lebih baik dari orang yang kita katakan jelek? <br />Bukankah kita belum tentu lebih baik dari orang yang kita gunjingkan? <br />Belum tentu kita lebih baik dari pada mereka. <br /> <br />#nimbangkabadanngukurkaawak<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5609140424822896700?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-36422747455955278032011-08-24T19:08:00.002+07:002011-08-24T19:21:14.212+07:00Aku sudah punya firasat itu. <br />Aku bahkan sudah merasakan kehadiranmu <br />Kala angin datang membawa pesanmu <br /> <br />Selalu ada nuansa magis yang tak bisa kugambarkan <br />Kala kau akan datang.. <br />Riuh rendah suara ranting pohon beradu <br />Seakan mengabarkan berita kehadiranmu <br /> <br />Ah,aku sedikit terkejut <br />Kala tetesmu menyentuhku.. <br />Terkejut yang menyenangkan :) <br />Walaupun akhirnya aku basah dan kedinginan <br />Tetap saja...speechless... <br />sesungging senyum sudah cukup untukmu bukan? <br /> <br />Rindu itu selalu ada... <br />Aku selalu menantikan <br />Kala kau datang menyapa <br />Hanya kita saja berdua saja <br /> <br />Kau dan aku <br />Hujan... <br /> <br />#terimakasih :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3642274745595527803?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-63688494133387662602011-08-23T11:33:00.002+07:002011-08-23T11:40:29.167+07:00Heeeuuuhhhh... <br />Ckckckck..ckckcck... <br />Entah apalah yang terjadi pada diriku <br />Tak habis pikir <br />Tak habis cerita <br />Selalu saja ada yang membuatku geleng-geleng kepala <br /> <br />Ckckckckck...ckck... <br />Apa sih maunya? <br /> <br />Butuh udara segar nampaknya. <br />Butuh suasana lain. <br />Lama lama jadi sesak. <br /> <br />Ckckcckck..ckckckckck... <br /> <br />#ineedtogetoutofmycomfortzone<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-6368849413338766260?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-41712783008485600252011-08-21T09:34:00.002+07:002011-08-21T09:50:42.700+07:00Kali ini aku hanya mau jadi penonton saja.. <br />Duduk manis diam di tengah kursi penonton.. <br />Melihat segala sesuatu yang terjadi didalam lakon sebuah cerita <br />Mendengarkan apa saja yang para tokoh itu bicarakan.. <br />Menikmati semuanya dari luar.. <br />Mengamati dengan jelas apa saja yang terjadi.. <br />Dengan begitu,mungkin aku bisa menebak kemana alur cerita ini.. <br />Jangan!! Jangan bawa aku ke dalam alur cerita.. <br />Walau kadang emosi ini ikut terbawa.. <br />Kali ini aku hanya mau jadi penonton saja. <br /> <br />#melarikandiridrsebuahcerita??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-4171278300848560025?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-85373029447466849202011-08-19T08:26:00.000+07:002011-08-19T08:33:31.393+07:00huh! <br />menyebalkan! <br />lagi benci sama semua orang... <br />huh! <br />lagi gak jelas perasaan... <br />jjiaaaahhh...gimana iniii... <br /> <br />tapi.. <br />lagi kangen sama satu orang... <br />the untouchable man... <br />huh! <br /> <br />susah untuk disentuh.. <br />huh! <br /> <br />hari yang berat... <br />pagi pagi diawali dengan menghela nafas panjang.. <br />huh! <br /> <br />#ineedahug<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-8537302944746684920?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-29878189925220921062011-08-13T07:44:00.001+07:002011-08-13T07:46:45.963+07:00Can i have you for 5 minutes? <br />Really miss you this morning. <br />Just 5 minutes of your precious time. <br />Want to have you here, by my side. <br />Just for 5 minutes. <br />Please... <br /> <br />#... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2987818992522092106?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-47447329624113109252011-08-11T16:39:00.000+07:002011-08-11T16:48:49.954+07:00aku ingin punya tempat sampah <br />tempat aku membuang semua yang tak kuperlukan <br />aku ingin punya tempat sampah <br />tempat aku menumpahkan semua kekesalanku padanya <br />tanpa pernah ada protes <br />aku ingin punya tempat sampah <br />yang selalu mendengarku tanpa pernah membantah <br />aku ingin punya tempat sampah <br />yang apapun aku lakukan padanya <br />takkan membalasku di kemudian hari <br />karena dia adalah tempat sampah. <br /> <br />lalu bagaimanakah? <br />jika aku menjadi tempat sampah seseorang?? <br />aku tidak pandai mendengar <br />aku tidak pandai membungkam mulut <br />aku bahkan tidak pandai diam <br /> <br />sesekali aku juga ingin jadi tempat sampah. <br />kenapa begitu? <br />karena aku tak harus merasa sakit <br />bila melihat orang yang buang sampah sakit <br />tak perlu merasa sedih <br />bila melihat orang yang buang sampah sedih <br />aku hanya perlu diam. <br />karena aku adalah tempat sampah. <br />aku mati. <br /> <br />tempat sampahku? <br />dimanakah kamu? <br />apakah aku tempat sampah seseorang??? <br /> <br />-hmm..sebuahpemikirananehterlintastibatiba- <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-4744732962411310925?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-63565419972435658542011-08-07T22:20:00.005+07:002011-08-07T23:47:16.395+07:00Menghabiskan 3 hari di Jakarta bersama teman-teman memang cukup menyenangkan. Namun, jika kesenangan selama 3 hari itu harus berujung kecelakaan, apakah itu sebuah peringatan?<br /><br />Semuanya berawal dari hari itu, <br />Jumat 5 Aug 2011,<br /><br />Hari ini teman-temanku kembali ke kesibukannya masing-masing, <br />kami semua akan berpisah, aku pun begitu.<br />Aku bahkan sudah memesan travel Jkt-Bdg pukul 13:45.<br />Tapi, entah kenapa hari ini aku malas pulang??<br />dengan alasan panas, macet, dsb..<br />Aku memutuskan untuk pulang keesokan harinya saja,<br />pagi-pagi sekali.<br /><br />Seorang temanku mengajakku membeli oleh-oleh siang itu,<br />karena flightnya sore, akupun mengiyakan dan menemaninya.<br />hingga akhirnya pun kami berpisah,<br />aku ada janji buka puasa bersama dengan temanku yang lain,<br />teman lama yang sudah lama tak bertemu.<br />Aku pergi lebih awal ke tempat janji kami bertemu,<br />puter-puter di sebuah mall yang tak jelas...<br />Tiba-tiba saja aku merasa bosan,<br />dan enggan menghabiskan waktu lebih lama lagi,<br />Akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk pulang malam ini juga,<br />kan udah gak panas, dan gak macet (pikirku saat itu...)<br />Travel agent yang kupesan ternyata sudah penuh,<br />aku masuk waiting list..<br /><br />Ahirnya kami bertemu, bla bla bla..<br />mengejar ketertinggalan cerita selama hampir 1 tahun tak bertemu.<br /><br />.....<br /><br />21:00<br /><br />Jakarta macet malam ini, hanya karena ini malam sabtu (memang selalu macet kan?)<br />Mengingat kondisiku yang masih waiting list dan belum jelas bisa berangkat atau tidak,<br />akhirnya aku meminta temanku mengantarku ke bandara Soekarno-Hatta<br />dimana banyak sekali travel yang ke Bandung...<br /><br />22:00<br /><br />Aku sudah di sebuah mobil travel terkenal di Bandung<br />Aku duduk tepat di belakang supir,<br />Menyimpan backpack ku dibawah, di tempat kaki<br />Memasang seinheiserku..dan larut dalam musikku..<br /><br />15 menit kemudian kami pun berangkat...<br />Aku memejamkan mata, berharap bisa tertidur..<br />Orang di sebelahku sibuk memainkan handphonenya,<br />jadi ya..gak tidur-tidur amat lah...(sleep sleep chicken kalo kata orang Duri)<br />Perkiraanku meleset!!<br />walau sudah malam, Jakarta masih macet!!<br />Hhhhhh..<br />Perjalananku jadi terasa lebih lama...<br />ketika aku membuka mata,<br />Aku menyadari kalo mobil kami mendekati Karawang..<br />tiba-tiba, karena sang supir terus mengambil lajur kiri,<br />Mobil harus keluar dari Karawang Barat,untuk kemudian masuk tol lagi..<br />beberapa penumpang mulai complain,<br />tapi aku diam saja..<br /><br />seperti biasa, kami harus beristirahat di Km57 Cipularang...10 menit..<br />melanjutkan perjalanan...aku terus memejamkan mata...<br />Beberapa kali aku membuka mata hanya untuk melihat sudah sampai di Km berapa..<br />Padalarang Barat sudah terlewati, sebentar lagi sampai pikirku..<br /><br />Di Km 3 arah Pasteur, aku mulai bangkit dan memperbaiki posisi dudukku...<br />melihat jam tanganku 01:10...sudah hari Sabtu..melihat ke sebelahku...<br />Orang di sebelahku sedang menelfon, mengabari seseorang untuk menjemputnya di Pasteur..<br /><br />jalanan cukup lengang dini hari itu...<br />Aku melepaskan seinheiser yang melingkar di leherku, bermaksud melipatnya...<br />dan saat aku menunduk untuk melipat bagian kanan headsetku itu...<br /><br />01:15<br /><br />BRRUUUKKK....CRAASSHHHH...PRAANNNGG...!!!!!!<br /><br />mobil kami menubruk mobil tanki yang ada didepan!!!<br /><br />seketika itu juga, aku berteriak AllahuAkbar, Innalillahi, Lailahaillallah..<br />detik itu yang ada di pikiranku adalah...<br />"Oh My God, aku bawa laptop kantor...kalo rusak gimanaaa..."<br />Hah??!! Freak!!!!????<br />Dan kecelakaan itu pun terjadi...benturan yang cukup keras...hingga mobil berhenti..<br /><br />Aku melihat sekeliling...1 Km(800)...Arah Pasteur...<br />mencoba keluar...bisa..dan mengeluarkan backpackku yang terjepit kursi..<br />Sementara orang sebelahku yang keluar lebih dulu, menanyakan handphonenya yang terpelanting ke arahku??? MENURUT LO!!<br />tapi, sekalian ku ambil juga sih..karena dekat dengan backpackku...<br />Hahahaa...apakah kami orang-orang aneh??<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-hhWrPbdx59I/Tj6_BB30YqI/AAAAAAAAAGg/trATuHtIMhY/s1600/2011-08-06%2B01.56.40.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-hhWrPbdx59I/Tj6_BB30YqI/AAAAAAAAAGg/trATuHtIMhY/s320/2011-08-06%2B01.56.40.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5638153807917769378" /></a><br /><br />Di luar mobil, kondisinya parah..<br />Amaze melihat kaca yang pecah..mobil yang ringsek...yet,bersyukur aku masih hidup.<br />Bingung melihat orang yang berdarah kepalanya dan rintihan orang yang kesakitan karena patah tulang belakangnya...<br />Aku sendiri merasa ada yang sakit di bagian wajahku...<br />tapi, aku tidak ada yang berdarah...<br />Aku rasa aku baik-baik saja...<br />tapi...aku bingung...<br /><br />Yup, k e c e l a k a a n . . . .<br />aku baru saja mengalami kecelakaan...<br />dan aku bersyukur, aku masih hidup...<br /><br />masih diberi kesempatan untuk bertobat,<br />memperbaiki hidupku yang penuh chaos...<br />masih diberi kesempatan untuk melanjutkan shaumku di bulan ini...<br />masih diberi kesempatan melihat keluargaku...<br /><br />Aku sempat berpikir,<br />3 hari yang lalu, aku masih bisa tertawa-tawa, bersenang-senang<br />menyenangkan...<br />tapi, kemudian...<br />apakah ini sebuah peringatan untukku??<br /><br />Aku hanyalah makhluk lemah tak berdaya...<br /><br />Ya Allah,<br />Ampunilah dosaku.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-6356541997243565854?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-2880023642406813632011-08-04T14:48:00.001+07:002011-08-04T14:50:59.349+07:00Asiiiikkk....<br /><br />Jakarta tiba tiba gerimis...<br />cantik.<br /><br />terima kasih :)<br /><br />#tertawasenangdalamhati<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-288002364240681363?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-33655511991068607902011-08-04T13:42:00.000+07:002011-08-04T13:47:24.311+07:00kenapa begitu cepat pergi??<br />padahal sulit bagiku menemukanmu...<br />sekarang setelah kau disini,<br />kenapa kau ingin berlari?<br />meninggalkanku sendiri...<br />dalam sepi.<br /><br />jika esok berganti hari,<br />aku tak ingin <br />indah itu<br />berlari pergi...<br /><br />#dominoeffek<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3365551199106860790?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-22007388700241075242011-08-01T23:21:00.002+07:002011-08-02T00:16:45.315+07:00Kalau saja...<br />Kalau saja kita bertemu 6 tahun, 5 bulan dan 23 hari lebih awal...<br /><br />Kalau saja...<br /><br /> ...hari itu tak pernah ada ...<br /><br /><br /> ...kalau saja...<br /><br />...aku tak pernah ada...<br /><br /><br />Wahai Ksatriaku, adakah kamu disana mendengarku?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2200738870024107524?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-37146431383966701942011-07-31T12:54:00.006+07:002011-07-31T16:02:52.218+07:00jumat, 29 July 2011 14:50 WIB<br />Soekarno Hatta Airport<br /><br />Announcer:<br />"Pesawat Garuda Indonesia GA 175 dari Pekan Baru telah mendarat"<br /><br />Cihuuyyy...here she come...<br /><br />Whatsapp message:<br />w:" selamat datang di ibukota ;)"<br />t:" sdh mendarat..."<br />w:" barusan aja?? aq menunggumu..."<br />t:" iya..ambil bagasi dulu ya teh..."<br />t:" teteh nunggu dimana??<br />w:" oke"<br />w:" didepan kaca"<br />t:" hahahhahaha"<br /><br />15:19 WIB<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-dbaIwEHmtcw/TjQ5xGgAobI/AAAAAAAAAFQ/6jGpXlDrzW0/s1600/2011-07-29%2B16.30.29.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-dbaIwEHmtcw/TjQ5xGgAobI/AAAAAAAAAFQ/6jGpXlDrzW0/s200/2011-07-29%2B16.30.29.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635192549468578226" /></a><br /><br />you just laughing at me when you saw me holding that paper, and we were laughing again after a warm welcome hug.<br /><br />A little bit interupt with a guy from the office, take a cash advance for you, but we were laughing again...cause cannot believe that we finally met here, somewhere else except Duri..hihihi..<br /><br />After re-arrange our plan for the next few hours..and bla bla bla..met with the shuttle bus guy from the the hotel..and we continue to the hotel...<br /><br />16:00 WIB<br />At the Hotel<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-WAJ9LQNP1XE/TjUCxy6nRcI/AAAAAAAAAGA/ovfMHOYdLmQ/s1600/agoda.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 159px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-WAJ9LQNP1XE/TjUCxy6nRcI/AAAAAAAAAGA/ovfMHOYdLmQ/s200/agoda.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635413563228505538" /></a><br /><br />The check in process take too long, it seems like the receptionist didn't have much experience with the Agoda..Huh..<br />Finally, we get into the room, the room boy take our luggage and i saw there's a little bit weird about the bathroom...and i bet you felt the same way..<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-4z4UInGPhF4/TjRAI165h3I/AAAAAAAAAFg/lUWMxCpfIaU/s1600/2011-07-29%2B16.31.11.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-4z4UInGPhF4/TjRAI165h3I/AAAAAAAAAFg/lUWMxCpfIaU/s200/2011-07-29%2B16.31.11.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635199554404583282" /></a><br /><br />As soon as the room boy came out the room...we were laughing and laughing.....Huahhahahahaa...<br />the bathroom was transparant..,we can see people take a shower from our bed..huahahaha... laughing out loud...Did i make wrong reservation??? Kyyaaaa...maaffff...i tried to cahnge the room..but there's no available room anymore...hahaha.<br />Huaaaaa...what kind of room is this???!!<br /><br />16:50 WIB<br />Off we went to Mall Taman Anggrek<br />why Anggrek?? (someone sez that this is the closest one from the airport??)<br /><br />17:30 WIB<br />Mall Taman Anggrek, Jakarta<br /><br />Headed to Anggrek XXI ( i forgot what floor is it?? lupa..hehe), change MTix code with the ticket...and here we are...<br /><br />Anggrek XXI<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Pt8wg4wXZdc/TjREbvRygBI/AAAAAAAAAFo/7_6XVmTWjuo/s1600/2011-07-29%2B20.52.12.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Pt8wg4wXZdc/TjREbvRygBI/AAAAAAAAAFo/7_6XVmTWjuo/s200/2011-07-29%2B20.52.12.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635204277085569042" /></a><br /><br />Our ticket and Popcorn<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-eKO3ad06xf0/TjREbw9w0TI/AAAAAAAAAFw/mcALLiYD9yE/s1600/2011-07-29%2B20.50.52.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-eKO3ad06xf0/TjREbw9w0TI/AAAAAAAAAFw/mcALLiYD9yE/s200/2011-07-29%2B20.50.52.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635204277538443570" /></a><br /><br />This is us...share on the twitteerrr...*sombong<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-daLtf_qm4G4/TjREb3LIm1I/AAAAAAAAAF4/cvolPu0qGe0/s1600/2011-07-29%2B18.14.39-1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 152px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-daLtf_qm4G4/TjREb3LIm1I/AAAAAAAAAF4/cvolPu0qGe0/s200/2011-07-29%2B18.14.39-1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635204279205141330" /></a><br /><br />18:30 WIB<br />Theater 2, Anggrek XXI<br />Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part2 (3D)... and the show begin...<br />Rasanya tak perlu aku ceritakan betapa serunya film itu..hehe.<br />but did you realized something? this is 1st time we watch a movie in theater, after a lot of horor movies that we watch at stafhouse :)<br /><br /><br />21:10 WIB<br />Aftershow...<br /><br />you...<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-kkb8J0rR_OE/TjUEWSYXKUI/AAAAAAAAAGI/E-eUmGuZHhQ/s1600/2011-07-29%2B21.52.25.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-kkb8J0rR_OE/TjUEWSYXKUI/AAAAAAAAAGI/E-eUmGuZHhQ/s200/2011-07-29%2B21.52.25.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635415289661696322" /></a><br /><br />me...<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-mX8gs3-Y02I/TjUEWv4g4AI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/0ln7faL5d9k/s1600/2011-07-29%2B21.52.50.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-mX8gs3-Y02I/TjUEWv4g4AI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/0ln7faL5d9k/s200/2011-07-29%2B21.52.50.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635415297581178882" /></a><br /><br />us...<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Y9vSSGD4a4Y/TjUEW8kGjNI/AAAAAAAAAGY/84YkIwehLgg/s1600/2011-07-29%2B21.34.15.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Y9vSSGD4a4Y/TjUEW8kGjNI/AAAAAAAAAGY/84YkIwehLgg/s200/2011-07-29%2B21.34.15.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5635415300985228498" /></a><br /><br />Waahhhh...menyenangkan....hehehe<br /><br />22:30 WIB<br />Otw to the Hotel...<br />by taxi of course, we are two people, blind about Jakarta...and yet, we enjoy our little time here :)<br /><br />22:45 WIB<br />Arrive at the Hotel<br /><br />pack all of things and all set...ready to go to the airport to catch your flight.<br /><br />23:30<br />Soekarno Hatta airport (again)<br /><br />and yes...finally it's time for you to go again..on the long journey...<br />After a big hug and lovely goodbye...there you go..alone..i wish i could go with you..hehehe<br /><br />and our adventure at Jakarta ends here..just for a few hours...<br />it's been a great day!!<br />But, this is only the beginning for our next adventure isn't it?<br /><br />King's Cross London???...or maybe Japan?<br />Next year??<br /><br />I'm gonna miss you a lot deaarrr....<br />see you at 5 Sept... Insya Allah.. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3714643138396670194?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-56647804694079228402011-07-21T19:36:00.002+07:002011-07-21T19:38:17.258+07:00seorang ilmuwan berkata:<br /><br />"... didalam hujan ada lagu yang hanya bisa didengar oleh mereka yang merindu.."<br /><br />dan bahkan seorang ilmuwan pun tak bisa menjelaskan secara ilmiah tentang fenomena ini..<br /><br />aku suka hujan :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5664780469407922840?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-21622488951338406402011-07-19T00:43:00.002+07:002011-07-19T00:58:01.106+07:00Ya Allah,<br /><br />Ampuni segala dosaku,<br />sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang.<br /><br />Berikan aku kesehatan hari ini dan seterusnya,<br />agar aku bisa mengerjakan apa yang menjadi tanggung jawabku.<br /><br />Berikan aku kekuatan untuk menjalani hidupku sekarang dan nanti.<br />Berikan aku keberanian untuk menghadapi semua ketakutan yang menyerangku.<br /><br />Lindungilah Abah, Ibu, Yaser, Zidane, Mimi, Ayah Eko, Ceuceu, dan Kakang,<br />sayangi mereka...sebagaimana mereka menyayangiku hingga saat ini.<br /><br />Lindungilah semua orang yang kusayang dan kukenal,<br />tanpa mereka, aku tidak akan menjadi seperti aku sekarang.<br /><br />Amiiinnn...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2162248895133840640?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-23096441020006886002011-07-16T08:29:00.001+07:002011-07-16T08:38:56.748+07:00...hahaha..<br />kenapa semuanya harus terkenang sekarang..<br />pahit rasanya.<br />sama seperti minum obat kemarin..<br /><br />aku ingin berteriak<br />namun tercekat<br />pikiranku terikat<br />hatiku beriak<br /><br />sayang,<br />akankah aku bisa mengulangi<br />saat manis itu lagi...??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2309644102000688600?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-16449869558495551552011-07-13T04:59:00.001+07:002011-07-13T05:04:25.571+07:00wake up this morning..<br />feeling kooky aaanndd...lonely!!<br />hahaha...it's weird to have this feeling...<br /><br />hope is not gonna be "kooky" day...<br /><br />hap! hap! hap!<br />come on girl...<br />Semangaatttt Pagiiii!!! :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1644986955849555155?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-52944478919264548362011-07-10T11:02:00.002+07:002011-07-10T11:08:50.748+07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-4uH15KkLGqw/Thklrm11tdI/AAAAAAAAAEo/Ib6slXXHPBY/s1600/2011-07-10%2B10.53.46.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-4uH15KkLGqw/Thklrm11tdI/AAAAAAAAAEo/Ib6slXXHPBY/s320/2011-07-10%2B10.53.46.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5627570640467113426" /></a><br /><br />Buanyak obatnya :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5294447891926454836?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-20779211077492518142011-07-09T11:04:00.003+07:002011-07-09T11:19:06.449+07:00suatu hari...<br /><br />seorang ibu:" saya mau melamar anak anda jadi menantu saya."<br />bapakku:" hah?!"<br />aku:" ibu ini siapa?"<br />seorang ibu:" anak saya minta saya datang kesini untuk melamar kamu..."<br />aku:" lho..anak ibu itu siapa?"<br />seorang ibu:" ada, kamu juga kenal ko..."<br />aku:" speechless."<br /><br />Aaarrrrgghhhh...mimpi yang aneehhh....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2077921107749251814?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-55723593961465488262011-07-09T07:34:00.002+07:002011-07-09T07:38:28.165+07:00day #2<br /><br />huh..membosankan...<br />setelah kemarin seharian tepar di kasur..<br />pagi ini terasa membosankan..<br />jadi malas makan obat yg bikin KO seharian..<br /><br />huhuhu...<br />pengen sehat ajaa..tanpa makan obat...<br />hiks..hiks...<br /><br />sakitnya bosenin...<br />gak bisa ngapa-ngapain...<br />trus horor...suka tiba-tiba gak sadar tidur gitu..<br />ato pingsan?<br />kyyyyaaaaaaa...<br /><br />trus pagi ini lebih bete-in lg..<br />ada yg bikin jealous pagi pagi..<br />sebeeelll....<br /><br />:( :( :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5572359396146548826?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-9065337946172384462011-06-05T16:47:00.002+07:002011-06-05T16:56:49.250+07:00Aku seperti orang gila kesurupan,<br />mencari mu dimana-mana,<br /><br />Aku seperti orang tak waras,<br />yang mengharapkanmu selalu di sisiku,<br /><br />Hatiku menggelegak panas,<br />ketika melihatmu bersamanya,<br />apakah ini cemburu?<br /><br />Aku seperti orang tersesat,<br />kala kau meninggalkanku sendiri,<br /><br />Aku seperti psikopat,<br />yang tak ingin orang lain memilikimu,<br />selain aku.<br /><br />Tanganku berkeringat dan gemetaran,<br />jantungku berdebar kencang,<br />kala akan bertemu denganmu,<br />hey, apakah ini?<br /><br />Aku melirihkan namamu didalam tidurku,<br />meneriakkan namamu dalam mimpiku,<br />merindukanmu kala bangun dari tidurku,<br /><br />sekarang,<br />katakan padaku?<br />apakah aku sudah gila?<br /><br />Oh My God...<br />what should I do now?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-906533794617238446?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-22972737439562604112011-06-04T23:15:00.002+07:002011-06-04T23:17:37.279+07:00" Kebebasan itu kutukan buat manusia.<br />Kita pikir kebebasan membuat diri kita bahagia.<br />Namun, manusia adalah makhluk yang mendua,<br />dibalik kebebasannya terselip keinginan untuk dikekang."<br /><br />-29 1/2 hari-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2297273743956260411?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-84341222894206350322011-06-03T19:10:00.002+07:002011-06-03T19:18:18.491+07:00And I guess i never really move on...<br />do you?<br /><br />I always say that i'm strong,<br />the truth is...<br />I really need somebody right now...<br /><br />And I guess...<br />I never thought that I'd love someone,<br />That was someone else's dream<br /><br />Haha...<br />Can you hear me?<br />I need you,<br />Yes, this is me...<br />crying out looking for a chance to be happy..<br /><br />And I guess...<br />this is all over?<br /><br />T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-8434122289420635032?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-79728285633715593862011-05-26T17:32:00.002+07:002011-05-26T17:37:58.828+07:00Tiba tiba saja punya keinginan itu,<br /><br />buatlah bucket list,<br />list tentang apa yang ingin aku lakukan,<br />sebelum aku mati.<br /><br />tapi, aku tidak tau kapan aku mati?<br />tak ada seorang pun yang tau.<br /><br />Hmm..harus cepat cepat memenuhi list itu.<br />tapi...<br />hidupku berjalan sangat pelan...<br />dirintangi oleh puzzle yang berserakan<br /><br />Hehee..ayo semangaaaaattt...<br /><br />*i won't publish my bucket list right now :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-7972828563371559386?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-79818186984014527472011-05-17T17:40:00.002+07:002011-05-17T17:45:43.969+07:00Huaahahhahaa....<br />pengen ketawa ngakak...yang lamaaa dann lepaaass<br />huahahahhaha...<br />emang serba gak jelas sii...<br />sampe sekarang pun aku bingung kenapa keinginan itu muncul tiba-tiba..<br />huahahahhaa...hihhiiih...huhuuuu...<br /><br />so why we don't we go,<br />somewhere only we know...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-7981818698401452747?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-3691500260533547382011-05-14T16:34:00.002+07:002011-05-14T16:46:45.087+07:00Just like Maroon5 sez..<br /><br />I am in misery<br />There ain't nobody who can comfort me (Oh yeah)<br />Why won't you answer me<br />The silence is slowly killing me<br /><br />You keep me wide awake and<br />Waiting for the sun<br />I'm desperate and confused<br />So far away from you<br />I'm getting there<br />I don't care where I have to go<br /><br />Aaaarrggghhh....<br />are you playing games with me?<br />why you didn't answer my call?<br />for one or two days maybe it's okay..<br />but, i can't pretend that i'm okay..<br />i'm not okay..<br /><br />why do you do what you do to me?<br />:(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-369150026053354738?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-19236672572768626802011-05-08T10:04:00.002+07:002011-05-08T10:15:42.366+07:00membaca blog seseorang bisa membuatku tersenyum hari ini,<br />aku larut dalam ceritanya yang menyenangkan,<br />tiba-tiba aku merasa ikut senang dan tersenyum,<br />walaupun ada bagian dari diriku yang iri karena ingin mengalaminya juga<br /><br />Hhhhh...<br />melihat orang yang jatuh cinta saja menyenangkan,<br />apalagi jika aku mengalaminya<br />akankah aku sesenang itu?<br />tentu.<br /><br />Ah, aku ingin jatuh cinta<br />aku ingin menikmati masa masa menyenangkan bersama orang yang kucintai<br />dan mencintaiku<br />aku ingin hidup bersamanya hingga akhir hidupku<br />akankah itu mungkin?<br /><br />hehehe...<br />hey, aku juga sedang jatuh cinta<br />hanya saja, cinta ini tak bisa menyatukan kita berdua<br />tapi aku tetap saja terasa menyenangkan<br />tetap saja terasa hangat<br />tetap saja membuatku tersenyum<br />:) :)<br /><br />terima kasih,<br />sudah mengijinkanku jatuh cinta padamu ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1923667257276862680?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-40887078906873283752011-05-04T22:07:00.002+07:002011-05-04T22:19:09.706+07:00Heeyyyyy....<br />do you know how i miss you right now?<br />i miss you<br />i miss you<br /><br />wish you were here..<br />i need you to comfort me...<br /><br />hhhmmmffff... :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-4088707890687328375?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-28502647286338486652011-04-30T17:54:00.002+07:002011-04-30T18:09:26.276+07:00Aku bingung,<br />ya aku bingung,tidak terkejut<br />ketika aku mendengar berita itu<br />Sedikit takut, memang<br />tapi..<br />aku bingung..<br /><br />apa yang harus aku lakukan?<br />ah, sudahlah<br />kita lihat kejelasannya nanti<br /><br />hanya bisa berdoa,<br />ya,<br />itu saja,<br /><br />disaat seperti ini, aku menginginkanmu.<br />I Miss You.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2850264728633848665?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-58762592760979521992011-04-19T22:11:00.000+07:002011-04-19T22:41:13.538+07:00Sometimes tears say all there is to say<br />Sometimes your first scars won't ever fade away<br />Tried to break my heart<br />Well it's broke<br />Tried to hang me high<br />Well I'm choked<br />Wanted rain on me<br />Well I'm soaked<br />Soaked to the skin<br /><br />It's the end where I begin<br />It's the end where I begin<br /><br />Sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes<br />Sometimes we've no choice but to walk away, away<br />Tried to break my heart<br />Well it's broke<br />Tried to hang me high<br />Well I'm choked<br />Wanted rain on me<br />Well I'm soaked<br />Soaked to the skin<br /><br />It's the end where I begin<br />It's the end where I begin<br /><br />Now I'm alive<br />and my ghosts are gone<br />I've shed all the pain<br />I've been holding on<br />The cure for a heart<br />Is to move along, is to move along<br />So move along<br />[X3]<br />What don't kill a heart<br />Only makes it strong<br /><br />It's the End where I<br />End where I<br />End where I begin<br /><br />Sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes<br />Sometimes we've no choice but to walk away, away<br /><br />By: The Script<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5876259276097952199?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-63372024604825738952011-04-08T20:03:00.000+07:002011-04-08T20:20:27.758+07:00Just want to tell you that...<br />That i...<br /><br />I just...<br /><br />I really really...<br /><br />let me say, that i...<br /><br />How do i say this...<br /><br />I just... miss you?<br /><br />Can I just miss you, for now, tomorrow and later?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-6337202460482573895?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-20534242503762450772011-04-02T10:59:00.002+07:002011-04-02T11:13:03.901+07:00Adduuhh...duuh...Gawatt..<br />kenapa jantungku berhenti berdetak untuk sesaat, <br />hatiku jatuh ditarik gravitasi bumi,<br />membawaku kembali pada kenyataan yang pahit.<br /><br />Ah,<br />badanku merinding, hatiku terasa sakit, fungsi tubuhku tidak stabil,<br />air mataku hampir keluar dari permukaan.<br />jangan..jangan..jangan..<br />aq tidak boleh menangis...<br /><br />kenyataannya memang seperti ini sayang,<br />aq tau,<br />aq selalu tau,<br />aq tau hal ini pasti terjadi.<br />let's just face the truth.<br /><br />Aduuuhh...duuh.. Gawat..<br />Aq sakit...<br /><br /><br />and maybe you're not something i deserve...<br /><br />T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2053424250376245077?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-30251117193799217732011-03-26T22:09:00.002+07:002011-03-26T22:27:27.252+07:00...<br />You roll me<br />Control me<br />Console me<br />Please hold me<br />You guide me<br />Divide me<br />Into me<br />...<br /><br />I hate you...<br /><br />-when i miss you the most-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3025111719379921773?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-24656278044448982592011-03-12T09:34:00.003+07:002011-03-12T09:34:33.197+07:00i was lost in your love<br />i was waiting for your love to come<br />now when the time has come<br />don't you ever let me go again..<br /><br />love..don't let me go...<br />won't you take me where you and i belong<br />i don't know what would happen if you let me go<br />the puzzle was made to be broken...<br /><br />love...don't let me go...<br />don't let me go...<br />please...<br /><br /><br />-bandung,ketika risau melandaku-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2465627804444898259?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-4302906510775185832011-02-25T16:27:00.002+07:002011-02-25T16:30:24.077+07:00Sudah lama tidak dan gak belajar...<br />pusiiinggg...<br />masih mampukah aq?<br /><br />saat semangat sudah mulai melemah..<br />saat usia sudah semakin tua...<br />saat otakku tidak bisa diajak kompromi..<br />masih mampukah aq belajar..?<br /><br />hmmm...<br />Dulu..apa yang akan kulakukan ya?<br />too much distraction...<br /><br />Ahh..harus berusaha lebih kuat lagii...<br /><br />ayo ayoo...ayoo...<br />come on girl...you can do it!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-430290651077518583?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-41490399258851149562011-02-13T17:04:00.002+07:002011-02-13T17:09:36.737+07:00If you are not mine,<br />and i am not yours,<br /><br />then what are we?<br /><br />If you are someone elses,<br />and i'm someone elses too,<br /><br />then what are we?<br /><br />If you love me,<br />and I love you,<br /><br />can we be together?<br /><br />If you and me are meant to each other,<br />then why we have to be separated?<br /><br />If you and me are not meant to be,<br />then why we have to meet?<br /><br /><br />If only...If only...<br /><br />-HHhhhhhh...-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-4149039925885114956?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-45965534804375726712011-02-03T17:04:00.002+07:002011-02-03T17:17:07.089+07:00My dear,<br />finally we are here...<br />and it's so far away...<br /><br />i feel like i can face the day<br />i can forgive myself <br />and i'm not ashamed <br />to be the person that i am today...<br /><br />there's one thing..<br />i'm afraid of waking...<br />when all the struggle and all the mistakes that i've been through<br /><br />please..i'm so afraid of waking..<br />don't shake me..<br /><br />*if this is where i ended up<br />i refuse to be so hard on myself this time<br /><br /><br />-sigh-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-4596553480437572671?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-48926401966092705692011-01-29T16:29:00.002+07:002011-01-29T16:37:18.639+07:00hari ini dan kemarin sangat aneh<br />aneh..aneh...tung tung..<br /><br />ga jelas apa yang terjadi...<br />ga jelas perasaan..<br />ga jelas tujuan..<br />ga jelas hari..<br />serba ga jelas..<br /><br />tung tung..<br />tung tung..<br /><br />Hhhhhh...<br />kenapa aku begitu merindukanmu ya?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-4892640196609270569?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-37127647289430917782011-01-26T20:52:00.002+07:002011-01-26T21:29:30.876+07:00this doesn't hurt...<br />say i finally had enough..is it??<br /><br />it hurts really bad...<br />hahahhaha...<br />on denial..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3712764728943091778?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-19589876995478447612011-01-22T09:12:00.005+07:002011-01-23T09:00:58.891+07:00Aku bingung,<br />AKu bingung,<br />Entah darimana aku harus mengakhiri semua ini,<br />Bagaimana bisa ini diakhiri?<br />jika awalnya saja tidak ada?<br /><br />sesuatu yang tak berawal dan tak berakhir..<br /><br />katakan padaku?<br />apa yang harus aku lakukan?<br />andaikan kamu ada disini...<br />andaikan tetap denganku...<br /><br />ini tak seharusnya terjadi,<br />sesaat sajakah?<br />maaf...<br /><br />...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1958987699547844761?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-44632977267562718992011-01-17T17:50:00.002+07:002011-01-17T18:06:18.817+07:00Hehehee...<br />Kamu?<br />Serius?<br /><br />Menjenguk aq kah?<br />Where have you been...? kemana aja?<br />" i miss you so bad "<br />kata itu meluncur begitu saja darimu...<br /><br />Aq : speechless<br /><br />*Aq juga kangen..sangat merindu..<br /><br />Sigh...<br /><br />Jinsei wa subarashii date anata to de aeta kara...<br /><br /><br />-Eng.room,<br />saat hujan turun-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-4463297726756271899?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-25080347205964893162011-01-01T20:21:00.002+07:002011-01-01T20:31:13.172+07:00Dingin sekali malam ini,<br />ragaku dingin, jiwaku dingin.<br /><br />Telah kulihat sebuah cahaya,<br />tapi tak mampu menghangatkan jiwa dan ragaku.<br /><br />kemanakah semua kehangatan itu?<br />kemanakah aku harus mencarimu?<br /><br />aku lelah,<br />aku membutuhkanmu,<br /><br /><br />-i want to feel you-<br />-i need to hear you-<br />dingin...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2508034720596489316?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-64162947729304525582010-12-30T23:55:00.002+07:002010-12-31T00:25:45.967+07:00Now, i really confused...<br />about you, about myself.<br />I do really care about you.<br />I even can't get you out of my head,<br />my mind, my heart..?<br /><br />I try to understand you,<br />in the same time I try to ignore you.<br />but I can't...<br />this feeling seems so right..and so strong...<br />the more I get to know you,<br />the more i really care.<br /><br />Yes, I am confused...<br />I am confused when I started to miss you...<br />I am confused when I started to find you everywhere...<br />I am confused when I started to dream about you...<br /><br />How could this happen to me now?<br />Tell me, darling?<br />why you? and why me?<br /><br /><br />Bandung,<br />-awal di hari terakhir 2010-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-6416294772930452558?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-50674804964473673122010-12-26T08:39:00.003+07:002010-12-26T08:46:26.841+07:00....<br />just like Bruno Mars said...<br /><br />..today i don't feel like doing anything...<br />i just wanna lay in my bed..<br />don't feel like picking up my phone..<br />so leave a message at the tone..<br />coz today i swear I'm not doing anything..<br />nothing at all..<br /><br />Woooo...hoooo...<br /><br /><br />Off...Off...Off...<br /><br />xixiixixixixi...<br /><br /><br />-and the journey begin-<br />*living in a dream<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5067480496447367312?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-75763569009110195652010-12-20T19:36:00.002+07:002010-12-20T20:00:38.084+07:00Dalam perjalanan jauhku,<br />sebuah lagu terus terputar di player mobilku,<br />menggema di setiap relung pikiranku,<br />merasuki alam bawah sadarku,<br /><br />Ya,<br />aku merindukanmu,<br /><br />...<br />"I miss everything about you,<br />can't believe that I still want you,<br />after all the things we've been through,<br />i miss everything about you, without you.."<br /><br />"But,<br />I never told you, what i should have said.."<br /><br /><br />Hiks...Hiks...<br />Aku kangen...<br /><br />Pekan Baru,<br />Saat kepalaku pening sangat..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-7576356900911019565?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-88960281551211378322010-11-23T22:18:00.003+07:002010-11-23T22:37:54.887+07:00Betapa beratnya menyimpan sebuah rahasia,<br />apalagi orang yang kita percayai untuk menyimpan rahasia itu menjauh,<br />rahasia-rahasia kecil yang semula menyenangkan,<br />menjadi kaku dan basi.<br /><br />Tapi,<br />tetap saja,<br />itu menjadi sebuah kisah yang mneyenangkan,<br />untuk diingat, untuk dikenang.<br />hanya mengingatnya saja bisa memebuatku menangis dan tersenyum,<br />:)<br /><br />Suatu hari nanti,<br />apakah rahasia ini bisa terkuak?<br />aku tidak tahu, tapi <br />biarpun hanya aku dan kamu saja yang tahu.<br />itu sudah cukup.<br /><br />Aaah...kenapa selalu begini ya, akhirnya..<br /><br />-Eng.room Duri-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-8896028155121137832?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-31963961600636603422010-11-20T18:20:00.003+07:002010-11-20T20:28:15.575+07:00Pulang...<br />satu kata yang selalu kau tanyakan padaku.<br />aq tidak ingin pulang saat ini.<br />tidak padamu, tidak padanya.<br /><br />aku sendiri tidak mengerti,<br />apakah yang menyebabkanku seperti ini.<br />yang pasti aku tidak ingin pulang.<br /><br />ini juga rumahku,<br />aku bersama orang-orang yang menyayangiku.<br /><br />ya, aku tau.<br />kalian juga menyayangiku,<br /><br />maaf, aku ingin egois.<br />aku ingin memikirkan diriku sendiri.<br />maaf,<br /><br /><br />-Duri, my 2nd Home-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3196396160063660342?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-18815447112091416392010-10-30T12:16:00.003+07:002010-10-30T12:28:19.922+07:00hey...<br />kalaulah kamu tidak ada disini bersamaku,<br />mungkin saat ini aq sudah menangis,<br /><br />kenapa?<br />karena suara asing itu terdengar kembali,<br />dan hatiku masih terasa bergetar mendengarnya<br />walaupun pernah kulantangkan "i'm stronger than ever"<br />tapi tetap saja tak bisa menahan rasa panas dikupingku<br /><br />terima kasih, <br />sudah menemaniku,<br />membuatku tersenyum dan tertawa,<br />untuk kesekian kalinya...<br /><br />dalam himpitan sesak nafas yang kutahan,<br />ada sedikit lega disana,<br />itu semua karenamu, terima kasih...<br /><br />-Eng.room Duri-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1881544711209141639?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-88159243446682881072010-10-26T18:24:00.003+07:002010-10-26T18:53:52.718+07:00Ingat ya, ini rahasia!<br />jangan pernah ceritakan ini pada siapapun!<br /><br />ketika kita bertemu,<br />ada getaran berbeda pada diriku,<br />yang sebelumnya bahkan tak pernah ada,<br />apakah ini?<br /><br />katakanlah itu benci,<br />tidak, bukan!<br />katakanlah itu simpati,<br />tidak, bukan!<br /><br />tak ada arti?!<br />tak mencari diri sendiri?!<br /><br />ini rahasia kita ya..<br />seandainya kita bertemu lagi..<br />aku akan katakan apa arti dibalik semua ini..<br /><br />-Hmmm...-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-8815924344668288107?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-21916508568520772362010-10-21T05:54:00.004+07:002010-10-21T07:21:40.129+07:00apakah suatu kesalahan jika kita melihat dunia dari sisi yang berbeda?<br />tidak, aku rasa tidak..<br />dilihat dari sisi manapun,<br />aku tahu,<br />duniaku sedang terbalik,<br />aku senang melihat segala sesuatu nya dari sisi ini<br />tak peduli orang mau mengatakan apa...<br /><br />mata, hati dan telingaku pun mungkin terbalik,<br />tapi mereka masih bisa melihat, mendengar dan merasakan semuanya<br /><br />duniaku yang terbalik,<br />not so bad,<br />i'm excited.<br />hehehhee...<br /><br /><br />-saat aq bangun tidur terbalik-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2191650856852077236?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-61248477864651872322010-10-17T22:01:00.002+07:002010-10-17T22:16:08.380+07:00Senangnya^^<br />dulu aku selalu khawatir,<br />bila aku terlalu senang,<br />in the end,<br />aku akan sedih lagi...<br /><br />bila aku tertawa,<br />aku akan menangis...<br /><br />kini tidak lagi..<br />karena walau bagaimanapun juga...<br />mau sedih..senang...asam..pedas..<br />it's a gift..<br />bersyukur aja...<br /><br />thanks God..<br /><br />-suatu hari di Bandung-<br />saat semuanya terasa menyenangkan..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-6124847786465187232?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-12141456913197916862010-10-02T17:46:00.003+07:002010-10-02T17:56:37.041+07:00sekelebat kelegaan muncul di sudut hatiku sore ini,<br />pada akhirnya aku bisa mengatakannya padamu,<br />sesungging senyum akan terukir di hatiku,<br />keika aku mengingat percakapan kita sore ini.<br /><br />selamat jalan sahabat,<br />selamat menikmati indahnya matahari terbit,<br />pesonanya matahari terbenam,<br />birunya lautan perjalanan hidupmu nanti<br />walaupun kadang ada angin dan badai yang menghantam,<br />tetaplah kuat,<br />aku yakin kamu mampu mengatasi semuanya.<br /><br />Hujan deras sore ini,<br />tidak, bukan menangisi perjalanan yang telah lalu,<br />tapi sebagai rizki, bekal perjalananmu nanti.<br /><br /><br />Duri,<br />5:55 PM<br />-String Quartet Tribute to Linkin Park/In The End-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1214145691319791686?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-10371834816526305492010-09-29T20:17:00.003+07:002010-09-29T20:26:42.394+07:00ooohhh my god....<br />hanya itu yang terucap dari bibirku,<br />ketika kusadari ada yang berbeda pada diriku,<br /><br />perasaaan menyenangkan itu muncul kembali,<br />aku merasa senang dan nyaman, bahagia rasanya.<br />tapi ini kan...?<br /><br />rasanya ingin tersenyum terus,<br />seperti orang gila,<br />tapi aku sedang tak sakit jiwa,<br />in fact, aku sangat baik-baik saja..<br /><br />xixixixiixi...<br />ini...aku tidak yakin..<br />tapi aku tau....<br />apa kah aku...?<br /><br />i'm very happy (^_^)<br />lega....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1037183481652630549?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-13811830350389580522010-09-17T18:55:00.003+07:002010-09-17T19:06:35.335+07:00Lucu...<br />aq tak bisa menahan tawaku,<br /><br />betapa seorang yang asing bisa membuatku tertawa selepas itu.<br />wahai orang asing, sedang apa kau disni?<br />menyelinap masuk dalam hidupku?<br /><br />xixixiixi...<br />aih...senang bisa mengenalmu, walau hanya sesaat.<br />akankah kita bertemu lagi?<br />aq tidak tahu...<br /><br />i can't keep chasing you...<br /><br />terima kasih,<br />sudah membuatku tersenyum hari ini :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1381183035038958052?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-14662611708237297132010-09-15T12:25:00.004+07:002010-09-15T12:39:24.280+07:00Apalah artinya hidup ini tanpa tau mana yang lucu mana yang enggak?<br />Bwahahhahha....<br />menertawakan sesuatu yang kuangggap lucu bisa sangat menyenangkan,<br /><br />atau ironisnya, bisa sangat menyedihkan..<br />apalagi klo sesuatu itu adalah hal yang sangat berarti bagi kita.<br /><br />hanya saja kita pura-pura ignore,<br />bukan, bukan kita, tapi aq.<br /><br />aq bingung, tertawakah? menangiskah?<br />ada banyak hal yang bisa membuatku tertawa,<br />tak sedikit pula hal yang membuatku tak bisa menahan tangis.<br /><br />andai waktu bisa berhenti saat ini, untuk beberapa detik saja.<br />berikan aq waktu untuk terdiam, sejenak, memikirkan langkahku selanjutnya.<br /><br />hidup, beri aq kesempatan.<br />untuk hidup kembali,<br />seperti dulu, <br />saat pohon itu tumbuh.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1466261170823729713?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-51482363064924516852010-07-13T22:35:00.002+07:002010-07-13T22:47:57.816+07:00apakah yang akan terjadi jika aku telah menemukan 1000 keping tersisa?<br />apakah yang akan terjadi jika aku "bahkan tidak berniat" menemukannya kembali?<br /><br />tak ada yang menyadari dimana 1000 keping itu berada,<br />padahal mungkin mereka sangat dekat,<br />hanya karena tidak ingin ditemukan,<br />keping-keping itu "tersembunyi" dengan cantiknya.<br /><br />1000 keping yang tersisa,<br />1 keping yang ditemukan,<br />1001 keping yang harus disatukan.<br /><br />akankah jadi gambaran yang utuh?<br />utuh, tapi tetap terlihat retakannya.<br />bagaimana kamu tau jika kamu belum menemukannya?<br /><br />1000 keping tersisa,<br /><br /><br />-saat migrainku kambuh di pekan baru-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5148236306492451685?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-4051323980105283052010-07-11T17:23:00.002+07:002010-07-11T17:27:07.378+07:00Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor<br />Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore<br />And I wonder if I ever cross your mind<br />For me it happens all the time<br /><br />It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now<br />Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now<br />And I don't know how I can do without<br />I just need you now<br /><br />Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door<br />Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before<br />And I wonder if I ever cross your mind<br />For me it happens all the time <br /><br />It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now<br />Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now<br />And I don't know how I can do without<br />I just need you now<br /><br />woah woaaah.<br /><br />Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all<br /><br />It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now<br /><br />And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now<br /><br />And I don't know how I can do without <br /><br />I just need you now<br /><br />I just need you now (wait)<br /><br />Ooo, baby, I need you now <br /><br /><br />-who are you?-<br />somebody please...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-405132398010528305?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-26393620948113017132010-06-27T20:39:00.002+07:002010-06-27T21:11:44.073+07:00Masih ingatkah kau dengan janjimu?<br />Ketika bersama kita menatap langit sore itu,<br />Mengukir mimpi kita berdua di langit biru.<br /><br />Masih ingatkah kau dengan janjimu?<br />Untuk selalu menjagaku hingga ujung waktu,<br />Untuk selalu ada di sisiku.<br /><br />Masih ingatkah kau dengan janjimu?<br />Menemani hari-hariku dengan senyummu,<br />Bersamaku di sisa hidupku.<br /><br />Masih ingatkah kau dengan janjimu?<br />Membiarkanku menangis di pelukanmu,<br />Menenangkanku kala aku takut.<br /><br />Adakah kau tahu?<br />Bahwa mimpi itu hanya denganmu?<br /><br />Tapi,<br />itu hanya mimpi,<br />denganmu aku bermimpi,<br />merajut asa yang tak pernah ada.<br /><br /><br />-saat aku sangat merindukanmu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-2639362094811301713?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-70549655211070976782010-06-25T22:11:00.003+07:002010-06-26T00:40:15.135+07:00Menapaki kota Bandung yang baru saja diguyur hujan...<br />sejuk..rasanya menyenangkan...<br />ditemani phillips...<br /><br />Bondan & Fade 2 Black:<br /><br /> ketika mimpimu yang begitu indah, tak pernah terwujud,<br /> ya sudahlah...<br /> saat kau berlari, mengejar anganmu, dan tak pernah sampai,<br /> ya sudahlah...<br /><br />- andai bisa semudah itu mengucapkannya-<br /><br /> apapun yang terjadi, ku kan selalu ada untukmu<br /> janganlah kau bersedih, cause everything gonna be okay<br /><br />- adakah yang mau mengatakan itu padaku?-<br /><br /> satu dari sekian kemungkinan, kau jatuh tanpa ada harapan<br /> saat itu raga kupersembahkan, bersama jiwa cita-cita dan harapan<br /><br />- bila saat itu tiba, adakah kau disini bersamaku?-<br /><br /> kita sambung satu persatu sebab akibat, tapi tenanglah mata hati kita kan lihat<br /> menuntun ke arah mata angin bahagia, kau dan aku tahu jalan selalu ada<br /><br />- apakah mata hatimu masih bisa melihat jalan itu?-<br /><br /> juga kutahu lagi problema akan terus menerjang,<br /> bagai deras ombak yang menabrak karang,<br /> namun ku tahu kau mampu tuk tetap tenang,<br /> hadapi bersamaku hingga akhir datang.<br /><br />- :) -<br /> ...<br /><br /><br />-suatu hari di Bandung-<br />-saat..tapi...-<br /><br />ya sudahlah...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-7054965521107097678?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-201102282274001042010-06-07T07:47:00.002+07:002010-06-07T07:51:30.026+07:00the heart system detect there is an error in some program<br />if you continue there will be crash in your system<br /><br />to closed all the program go to task manager window anf end program,<br />if not, forced smile program will be appear.<br /><br />smile honey. miss you.<br />r e a l l y m i s s y o u<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-20110228227400104?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-5325734280919222932010-05-30T11:48:00.002+07:002010-05-30T11:56:31.083+07:00i'm still alive, but i'm barely breathing.<br />Just praying to a god that i don't believe in.<br /><br />cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even<br /><br />what am i supposed to do?<br />when the best part of me was always you?<br /><br />yes, it was always you :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-532573428091922293?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-32821176801713087242010-05-24T17:07:00.002+07:002010-05-24T17:16:12.176+07:00lallalalaaa....<br />kuambil sepotong kayu,<br />kuruncingkan ujungnya...<br />ku ukir namaku di batang kayu tersebut,<br />kutusukkan ke jantungku,<br />membuatnya tak bisa berdetak,<br />aku merasa bising dengan detak jantungku,<br /><br />Oooooooooo...<br />terasa sakit di ujung hatiku yang lain,<br />apakah gerangan yang menyebabkan demikian,<br />kenapa setelah aku merasa mati, justru terasa lebih sakit,<br />...<br /><br />kenapa, oh kenapa?<br /><br />bingung oh sungguh bingung?<br /><br />tak tau harus apa?<br /><br />Aarrrgggghhhhh.....<br />in the end, it doesn't even matter...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3282117680171308724?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-12737129583625645502010-05-22T16:29:00.003+07:002010-05-22T16:38:42.233+07:00don't stop here<br />i lost my place...<br /><br />don't give up<br />please...<br />after all you going through<br /><br />just stay with me.<br />please, don't let me fall asleep.<br />i want to see you.<br />even if that is the last thing i ever see.<br />please, don't push me away.<br />i could never live, live without you...<br /><br /><br />-miss you-<br />saat lagu D'Masiv mengalun lembut dari playerku<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1273712958362564550?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-65809987254993931012010-05-21T15:15:00.002+07:002010-05-21T15:21:57.336+07:00AH, lieurrrrrrrrrrr.........<br /><br />pusing..ini sebenernya Drilling ato Production?<br /><br />ko jadi maen lempar gini sih...?<br /><br />lempar program, sana sini..halah...<br /><br />BN#10 (rig Drilling):<br />" Siang Mbak, program nya ada di qita. tinggal diurus aja GWPnya"<br /><br />Gabus Office (Production): <br />" Siang Mbak, wellnya sudah serah terima dengan Production, harus nunggu programnya turun dulu.."<br /><br />Aq:<br />" Oooo... (ga ngerti..)"<br /><br />Bwahahhaa...bolak balik DSF..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-6580998725499393101?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-53813658955473036162010-05-15T19:26:00.002+07:002010-05-15T19:35:20.214+07:00I don't know you anymore<br />I don't recognise this place<br />the picture frames have changed<br />And so has your name<br />We don't talk much anymore<br />We keep running from the pain<br />But, what i wouldn't give to see your face again..<br /><br />Can you believe what a year it's been?<br />Are you still the same?<br />Has your opinion changed?<br /><br />I know I let you down<br />Again and again<br />I know I never really treat you right<br />I've paid the price<br />I'm still paying for it everyday<br /><br />How do you redefine something that never really had a name?<br />I don't know you anymore.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-5381365895547303616?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-18453382864593512552010-05-06T12:37:00.002+07:002010-05-06T12:43:30.990+07:00simple,<br />aq cuma kangen,<br /><br />tapi kenapa?<br />jika memang hanya itu,<br />kenapa?<br />iya, aq kangen.<br /><br />k a n g e n<br /><br />bolehkah?<br /><br /><br />-saat aq merindukanmu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1845338286459351255?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-38166913715017107092010-05-04T10:33:00.002+07:002010-05-04T10:37:56.557+07:00This is my life, it's not what it was before<br />All these feelings I've shared<br />And these are my dreams<br />That I'd never lived before<br />Somebody shake me<br />'Cause I, I must be sleepin'<br /><br />Now that we're here, it's so far away<br />All the struggle we thought was in vain<br />An' all the mistakes one life contained<br />They all finally start to go away<br /><br />An' now that we're here, it's so far away<br />An' I feel like I can face the day<br />An' I can't forget that I'm not ashamed<br />To be the person that I am today<br /><br />These are my words<br />That I've never said before<br />I think I'm doin' okay<br />And this is the smile<br />I've never shown before<br />Somebody shake me<br />'Cause I, I must be sleeping<br /><br />An' now that we're here, it's so far away<br />All the struggle we thought was in vain<br />An' all the mistakes one life contained<br />They all finally start to go away<br /><br />An' now that we're here, it's so far away<br />An' I feel like I can face the day<br />An' I can't forget that I'm not ashamed<br />To be the person that I am today<br /><br />I'm so afraid of waking<br />Please don't shake me<br />Afraid of waking<br />Please don't shake me<br /><br />Now that we're here, it's so far away<br />All the struggle we thought was in vain<br />An' all the mistakes one life contained<br />They all finally start to go away<br /><br />An' now that we're here, it's so far away<br />An' I feel like I can face the day<br />An' I can't forget that I'm not ashamed<br />To be the person that I am today<br /><br /><br />By: Staind<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3816691371501710709?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-9346547755182596032010-05-03T11:59:00.003+07:002010-05-04T08:25:59.295+07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_zeaG-tKtYGo/S990NRa--QI/AAAAAAAAAEE/ecR7uZ2d5SA/s1600/IMG_0001.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_zeaG-tKtYGo/S990NRa--QI/AAAAAAAAAEE/ecR7uZ2d5SA/s200/IMG_0001.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5467216244014774530" /></a><br />Again?! Yup!<br /><br />Seru...? Banget!<br /><br />Melelahkan...? Pasti!<br /><br />Menyenangkan...? Sangat!<br /><br /><br />-seharian di Six Flags-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-934654775518259603?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-12296843171636612982010-04-26T12:27:00.003+07:002010-04-26T12:38:05.501+07:00aq hanya seorang manusia,<br />yang selalu dipengaruhi oleh perasaanku sendiri,<br /><br />aq hanya seorang manusia,<br />yang bisa bertindak tidak adil,<br />seperti yang baru saja kulakukan padamu,<br /><br />aq hanya seorang manusia,<br />yang selalu dibodohi oleh khayalan-khayalan sempurna sebuah dongeng,<br /><br />aq hanya seorang manusia,<br />yang bisa tertawa, 1 detik kemudian menangis,<br />marah, manja, kasar, lembut, cerewet dan sakit dalam diam,<br />padamu,<br /><br />aq,<br />manusia,<br />ego,<br />perasaan,<br />kamu,<br />dia,<br />mereka,<br /><br /><br />-tengah malam di Fort Worth-<br />saat aq menangisi keegoisanku-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-1229684317163661298?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-79985602934346947432010-04-25T07:55:00.002+07:002010-04-25T10:57:55.596+07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zeaG-tKtYGo/S9O9qKFZZkI/AAAAAAAAAD8/V8UUkg5ofPk/s1600/Picture+067.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zeaG-tKtYGo/S9O9qKFZZkI/AAAAAAAAAD8/V8UUkg5ofPk/s320/Picture+067.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463919304889689666" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-7998560293434694743?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25714871.post-39900300885256957722010-04-23T21:41:00.002+07:002010-04-23T21:48:11.132+07:00Gawat!<br />baru beberapa jam disini,<br />udah kangen berat.<br /><br />Gawat!<br />aku tidak bisa melihatmu di ujung mataku,<br />ada yang hilang.<br /><br />Gawat!<br />kamu terasa sangat jauh,<br />hatiku tidak bisa menggapaimu.<br /><br />Gawat!<br />bahkan Yahoo Messenger dan Skype tak bisa menyampaikan pesanku.<br /><br />Gawat!<br />tanda-tanda sakit jiwa akut mulai terlihat.<br /><br />-sakit jiwa? lagi?!-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25714871-3990030088525695772?l=hateazea.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>whttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14135233377451209979noreply@blogger.com0